I have idea what it’s going to be like to see you again after all this time. I still haven’t decided how I feel about you after what happened last time. I’m not sure if today will give me closure to a story that in my head had never quite finished, or cause the exact opposite. The only thing I’m certain of is it will definitely add a new chapter.
That frustrating moment when you have all the options in the world, but don’t know if you can have the one thing you think you really want.
I really should ask you how you feel, but that could get weird, and kind of depressing depending on the outcome.
Then of course there’s the other side of it which I think might be even more troublesome. Perhaps. I guess only time will tell.